BLIND

Are you ready?! This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide You don't know the chances. What if I should die?! A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances. I'm so blind! Another place I find to escape the pain inside You don't know the chances. What if I should die?! A place inside my brain, another kind of pain You don't know the chances. I'm so blind! Blind. Blind. Deeper, deeper, deeper is all I'm turning to. Living a life that seems to be a lost reality that can never find a way to reach my inner self-esteem is low How deep can I go in the ground that I lay? If I don't find a way to sleep in the grave. It crowds my mind This time I look to see which was realized. I can see, I can see, I'm going blind... (x12) I'm blind!


BALL TONGUE

Attention! В припеве после слов "Ball Tongue" Jonathan не поёт ничего, что имело бы смысловую нагрузку. Существует много интерпретаций, но Jonathan утверждает,что здесь нет никакого засекреченного текста.
There you are alone With no hope of ever having something to be proud of Something earned without begging Yes, I know you're a person, a person close to me Who do you think you are? What more do you want from me?! Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue! What have you done for me?! Why are you at home buried in your own self pity? Why do you insist on living the life clean out of me? Yes, I know you're the person, the person that took down me Does it give you the right to inspect your life from what rolls around me?! Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue! You were my brother (Where does the friendship end?) (x8) How can you fuck'n doubt me, but not again (x8) Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue! You're psychophant (повторяется) Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue! Ball Tongue!



NEED TO

I, I am confused, fighting myself Wanting to give in, needing your help Skin cold with fear, fear it when we touch Outside, don't know you, but inside I'm fucked Can you see it in me, skin cold from touch Each turn confronted with what I have done You pull me closer, I push you away You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain I hate you Why are you taken? I love you I feel so helpless Why is it you? Ripping my insides each time I'm with you why, oh why, oh why why, oh why, really need to Why! (x7) Fuck you, bitch! need to . . .(x4) fuck . . .(x4) I hate you Why are you taken? I love you I feel so helpless Why is it you? Ripping my insides each time I'm with you why, oh why, oh why why, oh why, really need to Why! (x7) Fuck you, bitch! need to . . .(x2) fuck . . .(x8) slut



CLOWN

Anger inside builds within my body Why'd you hit me? What have I done? You tried to hit me! Do you want a beat in, if you like Throw your hate at me with all your might Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me You tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me What's with you boy? Think hard. A tattooed body too I know you are scared to be honest, be yourself, a cowardly man! I don't run around trying to be what's not within me Look into my eyes, I am free You're just a wanna-be Do you want a beat in, if you like Throw your hate at me with all your might Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me You tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me What's with you boy? Think hard. A tattooed body too I know you are scared to be honest, be yourself, a cowardly man! To come out Hit me clown because I'm not from your town, now hit me clown (x4) Clown you ain't shit. Turn around, can't you face me. (x4) Do you want a beat in, if you like Throw your hate at me with all your might Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me You tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me What's with you boy? Think hard. A tattooed body too I know you are scared to be honest, be yourself, a cowardly man! I'm just a fucking mental (x8)



DIVINE

I hide, only to defy you Take away the only life inside you I see the face through everyone Inside I've just begun! You think I'm out to scare you I'm only out to prepare you for when you stop and turn around Your body's going down! You're gonna waste your time, Your life will soon be mine, You're definitely one of a kind, and Your suffering 'cause of me is divine Tell me why you never liked me Tell me why it is you fight me Pull down and wait for the perfect time to take what's rightfully mine You think they're dumb to defy me You said you don't want to defy me You wait to dumb run anyone Oh well . . . You're gonna waste your time, Your life will soon be mine, You're definitely one of a kind, and Your suffering 'cause of me is divine Yeah well, Fuck you! I'm fed up with you!(x8) I'm not as good as you? Fuck you, I'm better than you! You're gonna waste your time, Your life will soon be mine, You're definitely one of a kind, and Your suffering 'cause of me is divine Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game?! You try to see what you got We're ripping at your brain!


FAGET

Him! Here I am defriended in this normal world Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads I am ugly. Please just go away Him! I can see inside you fine This blessing in disguise Him! Why you treat me this way? Made to hate to stay A cell locked, I can never seem to escape all the laughing, all the pain If you were me, what would you do? Nothing, probably. You'd just go on your way Him! I can see inside you fine This blessing in disguise Him! Why you treat me this way? Made to hate to stay Faget! (x3) Here I am defriended in this normal world Why did you tease me? Made me feel upset Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads I am ugly. Please just go away Him! I can see inside you fine This blessing in disguise Him! Why you treat me this way? Made to hate to stay Faget (x3) I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it It keeps going on day after day, son you fake, if you don't want none I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday Who gives a fuck right now I got something to say to all the people that think I'm strange and I should be out of here locked up in a cage You don't know what the hell is up now anyway You got this pretty-boy feeling like I'm enslaved to a world that never appreciated shit YOU CAN SUCK MY DICK AND FUCKING LIKE IT!!! he might come, but he has a body mighty: any say, anyway, don't wanna say, anyway, any say, going away, don't wanna say, anyway I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world (x2) All my life, who am I?! (x8) I'm just a faget! Faget! (x3) I'm a faget! Faget! I'm not a faget! (What am I?) (x3) Faget! You mother fucking queers!


SHOOTS AND LADDERS

Ring around the roses Pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head Into my childhood they're spoonfed Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real Look at the pages that cause all this evil One, two, buckle my shoe Three, four, shut the door Five, six, pick up sticks Seven, eight, lay them straight London bridges falling down, falling down, falling down London bridges falling down, my fair lady Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone This old man came rolling home Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone This old man came rolling home . . . this old man came, and Mary had a little lamb um in um in . . . Mary had a little lamb who fleece was white as snow! (Baa baa black sheep have you any wool) Mary had a little lamb who fleece was white as snow! (Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full) Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow! Mary had a little lamb! (Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full) Ring around the roses, pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down Ring around the roses, pocket full of posies Ashes, ashes, we all fall down Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a bone Nick nack patty wack, give a dog a


PREDICTABLE

Go! I can, in every way Distinct the pain I feel inside It comes to me Evil thoughts is creeping through my mind Who are you to say that I can't speak what's on my mind? It runs away It's so predictable I can, in every way Illustrate of something is left inside To blind to see, in an essence, sorrow of their lies You run away to the cover of their pointless ties You ask me? It's so predictable I'm gonna try, or I'm gonna die I'm gonna try another day silence overwhelms my mind who is to say if I have the time, oh why should I pray for all the hate to go away another day I can never break free You wait for me I call out to you Another day I'll live forever! I'm gonna try, or I'm gonna die I'm gonna try I'm gonna try (Should I?) (x4) I'm gonna try, or I'm gonna die I'm gonna try


FAKE

I can't stand the sight of you I can't stand what you put me through you lie so light, but you hide is it debt to being you inside I can't stand, oh, the thought of you I can't stand all the things you do What do you try to justify? You were just too scared to be you inside Let!...It all go (x4) I look at you, all I see, Is a man too afraid to really be. I look at you, all I see, Is a man too afraid to really be. I can't stand what you put me through I can't stand even the thought of you Your secret lies that you hide Is it debt to being you inside? Let!...It all go (x4) I look at you, all I see, Is a man too afraid to really be. I look at you, all I see, Is a man too afraid to really be. You try so hard to be wanted False emotions tells you fronted I think being a person relies on one thing: Be yourself, let you come through You're too afraid to really be someone who isn't false advertising cares to be You're too afraid to really be Be yourself, let you come through! Fake! (x4) Fake!...And we with at you, we with it (x8) Let!...It all go (x8)


LIES

I would like to search inside for all of the things that you will hide What's the problem? Can't you seem to search through these problems that haunt and taunt you I smile, while you're afraid You run, while you're so in pain Do you ever see [it from] outside you fears Thinking about your life Thinking about your inner fears Do you ever see it from outside you fears Thinking about your life Thinking about your inner fears I would like to search inside for all of the things that you will hide What's the problem? Can't you seem to open your body and let me touch you Do you ever see [it from] outside you fears Thinking about your life Thinking about your inner fears Do you ever see [it from] outside you fears Thinking about your life Thinking about your inner fears I want you to see the life you have disguised The world of things that hurt you with all these useless lies I want you to fear the you wound up inside One side suck you in I thought you at this time I tried, you win My life is ripping your heart out and destroying my pain! Go! Do you ever see [it from] outside you fears Thinking about your life Thinking about your inner fears Do you ever see [it from] outside you fears Thinking about your life Thinking about your inner fears Do you ever see [it from] outside you fears Thinking about your life Thinking about your inner fears Do you ever see [it from] outside you fears Thinking about your life Thinking about your inner fears


HELMET IN THE BUSH

Hello, esta Caco? Eres Caco? Well, you know, you fuck'n call me back, Caco, okay? (Перевод: "Hello? Is Caco there? Are you Caco?) I keep asking, what's your lie? It is disturbing It squeezes mine Days keep passing One notch at a time I don't feel right Please God let me sleep tonight Everyday confronted Fuck off, it's giving in I just wanna know why! Want to give it up, but I can't escape I keep asking Can you please try It is haunting This takes my mind Days keep passing Line after line I don't feel right Please God don't let me die tonight, die tonight, die tonight, die tonight Everyday confronted Fuck off, it's giving in I just wanna know why! Want to give it up but I can't escape Please God help me Please God free me Please God save me from my painful situation (x3) Please God don't let me slip in tonight, please God Oh, please God don't let me slip in tonight, please God Oh, please God don't let me slip in tonight, don't let me die Please God don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die


DADDY

Mother please forgive me I just had to get out all my pain and suffering Now that I am done, remember I will always love you I'm your son Little child, looking so pretty Come out and play, I'll be your daddy Innocent child, looking so sweet A rape in mind and of your flesh I'll eat You raped! (I feel dirty) It hurt! (As a child) Tied down! (That's a good boy) And fucked! (Your own child) I scream! (No one hears me) It hurt! (I'm not I liar) My God! (Saw you watching) Mommy why?! (Your own child) Little child, looking so pretty A rape in mind, I'll be your daddy You raped! (I feel dirty) It hurt! (As a child) Tied down! (That's a good boy) And fucked! (Your own child) I scream! (No one hears me) It hurt! (I'm not I liar) My God! (Saw you watching) Mommy why?! (Your own child) It's alright You raped! (I feel dirty) It hurt! (As a child) Tied down! (That's a good boy) And fucked! (Your own child) I scream! (No one hears me) It hurt! (I'm not I liar) My God! (Saw you watching) Mommy why?! (Your own child) (w/ slight variations) I didn't touch you there Mama said she didn't care I didn't touch you there That's why mama stopped and stared Innocent child, looking so sweet Come out and play, and of your flesh I'll eat You raped! (I feel dirty) It hurt! (As a child) Tied down! (That's a good boy) And fucked! (Your own child) I scream! (No one hears me) It hurt! (I'm not I liar) My God! (Saw you watching) Mommy why?! (Your own child) (x3) (w/variations throughout) I fucking hate you! Mother fucker! Mother Fucker! I fucking hate you! Fuck You! Son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life! I wanted to die I'm sick of it, mother fucker. . . oh I Hate You! I Fuck'n Hate You! I Hate You! Piece of shit! Why?! I Hate You!


END (Спрятанный Трек)

(Mike) Hi there aah...is it okay if I come over and look at your exhaust manifold on your dodge dart I got a piece of missing somewhere on mine and I'm not sure what it is I want to see what you got on yours...Throttle vavler strikes dash pot rod the rod must push diaphragm back before it can be moved back air must be pushed up in. This will cause the diaphragm to move slowly when the throttle vavler is moved away stream will force the diaphragm out the air must now vent the dash pot is ready to work again. (Jerry) Is this...to this? (Mike) I don't care what that--- (Jerry) The rod that their talking about- (Mike) I don't care what that looks like Jerry, I'm telling you what the dash pot is... where's the dash pot on here Jerry? (Jerry) I don't know. (Husband) the dash pot is inside Jerry where its hooked up at... (Jerry) and that's not made--- (Mike) AND THAT IS NOT made to regulate the FUCKIN' choke going back and forth--- (Jerry) and that's not the end loader... (Mike) That's so you can get pure fuel in there as soon as you start cranking it over WRRR! WRRRR! It starts sucking and when it starts sucking this choke here...cause you can't just have pure fuel you won't light you have to have a little bit of oxygen...it sucks open and it cracks the choke like this and that's how that works. (Jerry) That is not what you just said. (Mike) I said NO JERRY THE HEATING IS THE MOTHER FUCKING SPRING this one here as soon as you start turning it over the engine its supposed to pull it back when the vacuum starts, when the vacuum starts nothing to do with fucking heat vacuum. (Jerry) Why are you screaming? (Husband) because you say well you said its supposed to work off heat no Jerry. (Jerry) you said as the car gradually warms up... (Mike) as it gradually warms up this mother fucker with the coil the spring opens it up this has already done its job the only thing its job is to do is when your cranking the engine up after its been choked all it does is pull back then it cracks open just a pinch ... (Jerry) Then you don't know what its called... (Mike) The choke vacuum diaphragm, (nose blow) I mean its right there in the book. (Jerry) Sure it is. (Mike) Oh God your a hard hard women to live with Jerry (Jerry) If it was right here in the book I would have found it. (Mike) Oh you mother fucker you asshole you stupid son of a bitch YOU SHOWED IT TO ME! (Jerry) What Mike? (Mike) you showed me the God damb thing in the book that s how I knew what it was. (Jerry) Get out of here and quit yelling at me. (Mike) No, Jerry your fucked! (Jerry) I haven't seen that in there--- (Mike) I haven't seen it you stupid son of a bitch (Jerry) That vacuum thing yes we don t know what the little business is it doesn't explain anything I haven t read anything that explains that... (Mike) I told you what it says... (Jerry) Yeah you did yesterday. (Mike) I just told you what it does and your sitting their saying you never saw that before and your the one who fucking showed it to me... (Jerry) You stink like gas...I told you that fucking fuel filter was not on there...its not that fucking orange business hanging across the goddam business. (Mike) Lets try rebuilding the fucking carburetor first Jerry. Let me tell you something Jerry... Let me tell you a little secret Jerry... (Jerry) Don't tell me any secrets...be quiet. (Mike) Oh man I am fed up I tell you something and fuckin' don't believe me, I show me something and you still don't fuckin' believe me. (Jerry) I can't show you anything Michael because your head is blank. (Mike) Your sitting there telling me that mother fucker isn't that... well that's not how it works... well Jerry a mechanic told me that's how that works. (Jerry) Who's talking about the truck? Were talking about a--- (Mike) A dodge dark on slat six... (Jerry) You have lost your mind... (Mike) What are you talking about... (Jerry) My God.