Here To Stay

This time I'm taking it away, I've got a problem When they getting in the way, not by my side So I take my face and bash it into a mirror
I won't have to see the pain

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

My hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh I cannot breath anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore

My mind's done with this So hey, I've got a question Can I throw it all away ? Take back what's mine So I take my time Driving humbly down the line Each cut, closer to the vein

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

The hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh, I cannot grieve anymore

For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore

I'm here to stay (bring it down) Bring it down! Gonna bring it down Gonna break it down Gonna break it

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

My hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh, I cannot grieve anymore

For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything and Oh I cannot give anymore

Give anymore


Make Believe

I'm thinking of Thanking all the fucked people Thanking all the shit I love They are all the things I've made Straight from my heart Begging all the same people Burning is the same evil Somehow making me feel sane

Waiting all this time I've got nothing to hold on But the faces of my life I can see before I'm gone

Sometimes I feel it chasing me All the hate that's breaking me I realise I'm taking everything And the kids seem to follow

This time I feel it taking me To a place I'm hate to be All along I seem to make believe And the shit seems to follow

I'm thinking of Making all the fucked people Making the bitches I love Make them die and go away Pain from the start All my dreams are ripped apart Thanking all the fucked people They are all the things I've saved

Waiting all this time I've got nothing to hold on But the faces of my life I can see before I'm gone

Sometimes I feel it chasing me All the hate that's breaking me I realise I'm taking everything And the kids seem to follow

This time I feel it taking me To a place I'm meant to be All along I seem to make believe And the shit seems to follow

Your life, I hate it Oh God, can I reclaim ? Stop and help me

Sometimes I feel it chasing me All the hate that's breaking me I realise I'm taking everything And the shit seems to follow

This time I feel it taking me To a place I'm meant to be All along I seem to make believe And the shit seems to follow

The shit seems to follow


Blame

So I think you are a fool Hanging on my every word It's getting ugly So I'm ugly

Tear me from your heart
Tearing me apart

So I thought you disappeared Being alone is what you fear Are you lonely ? Yes lonely

Tear me from your heart Tearing me apart

Rolling, and throwing, consoling Everything that goes this far Joking and hoping, revolting All that shit that's who you are Hoping, and scolding, revolving Peel it back, reveal the scar Loathing, exploding, controlling This is what you really are !

The time is coming God is saying You're really happy What a game The time is coming A bed of flames Your life is over and you're to blame The time is coming You've gone insane You're feeling happy You've won the game The time is coming A bed of flames Your life is over and you're to blame

Rolling, and throwing, consoling Everything that goes this far Joking and hoping, revolting All that shit that's who you are Hoping, and scolding, revolving Peel it back, reveal the scar Loathing, exploding, controlling This is what you really are !


Hollow Life

Feeding the fall I can't help but desire of falling down this time Deep in this hole am I making I can't escape Falling all this time

We come to this place Falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking Waiting for signs Hollow life

Fearing to fall And still the ground below me calls Falling down this time Ripping apart all these things I have tried to stop Falling down this time

We come to this place Falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking Waiting for signs Hollow life

Is there ever any wonder Why we look to the sky Searchin' space Asking why ? All alone Where is God ? Looking down We don't know

We fall in space We can't look down Death may come Peace I have found What to say Am I alive ? Am I asleep Or have I died ?

(Haunting me)
We fall in space We can't look down Death may come Peace I have found

(Something takes a part of me)

What to say Am I alive ? Am I asleep We fall down

We come to this place Falling through time Living a hollow life Always we're taking Waiting for signs Hollow life


Bottled Up

It ain't fading Man I got to let it out Am I quitting ? Screaming nothing ever come out I keep feeling lost I'll never find my way out I'm not thanking them Unless the truth can pour out
Give me some courage Beating me down the (?) sometime Are you laughing at my body ? I hate and slide I hate and slide
I take this time To let out what’s inside Cause I will panic Sometimes I wish you'd die Full of sorrow You may bestow my pride And all this hate is bottled up inside
My heart is breaking Man you really ripped it out You take pleasure watching as I claw my way out
The hurt rising Soon it's going to tear my soul out It’s not kosher feeling like I’m on my way out
Give me some courage Beating me down the (?) sometime Are you laughing at my body ? I hate and slide I hate and slide
I'll take this time To let out what’s inside Cause I will panic Sometimes I wish you'd die Full of sorrow You may bestow my pride And all this hate is bottled up inside
Feeling the haze as they cut down my spine Peeling your flesh like the way you've cut mine Do you feel happy you fucked up my mind You’re going to pay this time
I'll take this time To let out what’s inside Cause I will panic Sometimes I wish you'd die Full of sorrow You may bestow my pride. And all this hate is bottled up inside


Thoughtless

Going through the pages of my fantasies Pushing all the mercy down, down, down I wanna see you try to take a swing at me Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me ? You think it's funny ? What the fuck you think it's doing to me ? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me (?)
All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
Come and fill the pages of my fantasies I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me And I'll pull the trigger And you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me ? You think it's funny ? What the fuck you think it's doing to me ? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me
All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down) They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)
I got my monkey, got my monkey back against the wall (?) Gonna take you down
All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming


Hating

Life is boring Sleep is boring Don't stop running I'm here counting
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate Really can't fuck with me There's no where else to go
So I walk but seem to crawl For I'm giving in today Now I run into a wall Cause I cannot find my way
You've got to come with me I can not stand this place We are crawling up the wall And I'll give in this way We had our chance to run And now I can't believe We're going all the way And now the (?) in place
My life, worry, lifeless story Give up beating I'll start bleeding
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate Really can't fuck with me There's no where else to go
So I walk but seem to crawl For I'm giving in today Now I run into a wall Cause I can not find my way
You've got to come with me I can not stand this place We are crawling up the wall And I'll give in this way We had our chance to run And now I can't believe We're going all the way And now the (?) in place
What really do I have to follow ? Nothing makes sense at all Taking something for nothing Watch me as I fall I'm bringing me down

You've got to come with me I can not stand this place We are crawling up the wall And I'll give in this way We had our chance to run And now I can't believe We're going all the way And now the (?) in place


One More Time

Always it's coming And here starts the game Why can't this puzzle be solved ? Each time it happens it's always the same I look down and it starts to fell
And all I see It burns my eyes Burning all inside
Caught in the corners of my mind Beginning over one more time Taking me over Taking all that's mine One more time
Always this teasing Sometimes I lose faith Where is my strength to hold on ? Facing existence How can I relate ? Do I stand here or move on ?
And all I see It burns my eyes Burning all inside
Caught in the corners of my mind Beginning over one more time Taking me over Taking all that's mine One more time
Falling through this space and time Buried in this hurt of mine Falling slowly like a dream Falling through a world unseen Why can I not break this spell ? I'm in darkness Is this hell ? Falling towards this hole I see This is how it has to be
Caught in the corners of my mind Beginning over one more time Taking me over Taking all that's mine One more time
One more time


Alone I Break

Pick me up Been bleeding too long Right here, right now I'll stop it somehow
I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change Leaving us, it seems so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man ?
Shut me off I'm ready Heart stops I stand alone Can't be my own
I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change Leaving us, it seems so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man ?
Am I going to leave this place ? What is it I'm hanging from ? Is there nothing more to come ? (Am I gonna leave this place ?) Is it always black in space ? Am I going take its place ? Am I going to leave this race ? (Am I going to leave this race ?) I guess God's up in this place ? What is it that I've become ? Is there something more to come ? (More to come)
Now I see the times they change Leaving us, it seems so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man ?


Embrace

My life is such a waste Begging on something to work this time But why can't I relate ? Feeling all like who is scared ? What’s mine Holding on to faith Never gave me nothing but despair So why do I create just to be swallowed ?

I can't take We have a star I can't take We got a fantasy Come what may We are the stars I can't wait I’ll take what’s mine
Believing all this time, before a crowd could side Believing all the basics of everything that I could find Believing all this time, too far to cross the line Believing all the basics of everything that I could find
I cannot leave this place Burning up inside this space of mine Why can't I replace feelings I find hard to really find ? I try but I can't taste Memories they always fuck with me So why do I create just to be swallowed ?
I can't take We have a star I can't take We got a fantasy Come what may We are the stars I can't wait I’ll take what’s mine
Believing all this time, before a crowd could side Believing all the basics of everything that I could find Believing all this time, too far to cross the line Believing all the basics of everything that I could find
All my feelings have been eating all of me Feed inside Is there something wrong with me ?
I can't take We have a star I can't take We got a fantasy Come what may We are the stars I can't wait I’ll take what’s mine
Believing all this time, before a crowd could side Believing all the basics of everything that I could find Believing all this time, too far to cross the line Believing all the basics of everything that I could find

Beat It Upright

Are you ready for a good pounding baby ? (get down) Are you ready to get it on ? (get down, get down) Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down) I will spank that ass just for fun (get down on the ground)
Ass up high Make a motherfucker cry It's so good that I could die Help me stay alive
The time is right I want to feel it good tight I'm down to do this all night I'm gonna deel it up right
I'll behave Oh my god Make me beg My god Yes I'm ready for a good flogging baby (my god) Come on beat my ass for fun (get down, get down) Don't let up till my ass is bleeding baby (get down) Don't let up until you are done (get down, on the ground)
Ass up high Make a motherfucker cry It's so good that I could die Help me stay alive
The time is right I wanna feel it good tight I'm down to do this all night I'm gonna beat it up right
We're gonna ride I got my tongue inside and outside now Don't try to run and hide Yes it's true what they say about my kind
Are you ready for a good pounding baby ? (get down) Are you ready to get it on ? (get down, get down) Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down) I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground)
Ass up high Make a motherfucker cry It's so good that I could die Help me stay alive
The time is right I wanna feel it good tight I'm down to do this all night I'm gunna beat it up right


Wake Up Hate

We got a fucked up reason to live Who really gives a fuck ? We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna wake it up You gotta get it straight We're gonna give it up We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gunna wake it up
I am the burden of my everything And of its scar I'll be reborn in hatred Feeling I can't love no more
I've had to suffer I cannot wait for more No loving and no praying All my hate is for the taking
We got a fucked up reason to live Who really gives a fuck ? We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna wake it up You gotta get it straight We're gonna give it up We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gunna wake it up
I am the falling of my happiness It is no more Stop loving I’m still hating Till I can not hate no more
I've had to suffer I cannot wait for more No loving and no praying All my hate is for the taking
I'm, I'm filthy Wasted piece of shit I am disgusting Take me away
We got a fucked up reason to live Who really gives a fuck ? We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna wake it up You gotta get it straight We're gonna give it up We're gonna wake up hate We're gonna fuck you up I wanna break everything I wanna make it sting We're gonna wake up hate We're gunna wake it up


I'm Hiding

Maybe I'm insane Walking on a wire Maybe I'm the same